Muscle Memory

I think I cut my tooth And bit your nails blue I think I told a story Wrapped it up in you My memories are shifting They take up different space I hold the bits together Try to glue them into place I lost my muscle memory I'm swimming through my arteries I won't get back to what I know So I'm just tryna take it as it goes I'm just tryna take it as it goes I'm just tryna take it as it goes I'm just tryna take it as it goes They took me to a room And split my brain in two They tore it into pieces And stole the taste of you I woke up in a crater The blood was on my tongue I searched the air for shadows And I dragged them through my lungs Can you hear me through my fog? I don't wanna wait this long It's a different kind of gone Staring into your own eyes When the bruises underneath them Start to wobble in their size Keep on wiping down the mirror Still it's not me really there Start collecting all my wits Through the whispers and the stares Couldn't feel them twist my arm Or the tremble of my toes I collapsed into the softness Had to let my body slow You can't take away my head Was the only thing I cried And my lips split up and spread While my imagination sighed So I'm just tryna take it as it goes I lost my muscle memory I'm swimming through my arteries I won't get back to what I know So I'm just tryna to take it as it goes I'm just tryna take it as it goes I'm just tryna take it as it goes