I DON’T FEEL LIKE FEELING (demo)

I'm not as happy as you think I am I saw you go by riding in the back of the van I want to be someone I know I can't Goddamn When I try to make sense of places I've been When I know I won't see them again I try to pretend if everything ends I feel it, I feel it I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit, 'cause I don't feel like feeling I tried to pick up, but I didn't I wrote a few songs with you in it You haven't been around in a minute I miss it, I miss it (Miss it) Try to make sense of places I've been When I know I won't see them again I try to pretend if everything ends I feel it, I feel it I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit, 'cause I don't feel like feeling I don't feel like sleeping I'm dreaming that everyone's leaving, alright I wish that I could exist with Without this feeling In my head I'm fucking screaming I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit, 'cause I don't feel like feeling