My head runs through my rolodex
Of reasons to live
I'm pleadin' to him
I'm bleedin' to live
My friends don't know how bad it gets
I'm out here again
It's damn near the end
Don't know why I'm here again
All drugs I've tried them
Commited asylum
I'd die for my love
Last night had to light up
If I tried to go (you'd be better on your own)
Nights all alone (think it's better to disclose)
Everything and everytime
I just place this head of mine
I been chasin' better times
Think I'm losin' it
I'm reducin' it
Voices intrudin' in
I'm in the mood once again
Always lose in the end
Overall
I'm holdin' hope
It's easier than I thought
My head runs through my rolodex
Of reasons to live
I'm pleadin' to him
I'm bleedin' to live
My friends don't know how bad it gets
I'm out here again
It's damn near the end
Don't know why I'm here again
(My head)
(I'm here again)
(Go tell my friends)
(I'm out here again)
