Outside Lookin' In

(Can you just pick up the phone? I just want to talk to you)

(I've called you a hundred times, and I just feel like you're drunk again, I just want to talk)

(Why are you putting this all on me?)

(Jesse)

I been waiting on you girl and you spinning me all around

I was looking for love but I found somebody to put me down

And I'm hearing the shit you say like you're running me outta town

And all the shit you did to me you know it's hard for me to count my blessings

Don't know what it's gonna take to learn my lesson

I'm lookin' for the truth you got me askin' questions

I never would've settled if I knew all the pain I been stuck in a daze

By the end of this I'm bout to end up in a coffin

Girl you got the key to my heart like a fuckin' lock pick

You really got me wondering why this happens so often

Dealing with the heartbreak's so fuckin' exhausting

You kept me waiting

Baby I been running out of patience

Everything you put me through I embrace it

Baby you're the reason I've been wasted,

I don't want to face it

Girl you got some evil in your soul

That's why I been tryna let you go

But it never works

It keeps gettin worse

That's why I'm on the outside lookin' in

It's been so long since I seen you I been on my own

And it feels like for some time I been so far from home

Your artificial love gave me the fear of the unknown

You left me for dead alone I'm draggin' on this road

I never could do controversy, I don't wanna face this

I'm lonely in a world full of lies no I can't fake it

I'm scared of what could happen if I stopped takin' my pills

For a second the empty part of me was filled

I can tell you what's real and tell you what's fake

(Look in my face)

Remember we was in tune my hand on your waist

(Thinkin' no way)

I'm sayin' this to be true put you in your place

(I give and you take)

And hopefully one day the memories fade

You kept me waiting

Baby I been running out of patience

Everything you put me through I embrace it

Baby you're the reason I've been wasted,

I don't want to face it

Girl you got some evil in your soul

That's why I been tryna let you go

But it never works

It keeps gettin' worse

That's why I'm on the outside lookin' in