Acte Manqué

When you feel right

You cannot realize

When your traumas

Will ring at the door

So when they are coming

They just wanna be your

Closest friends

To make sure you're alone with them ready to suffocate

So you run

Yeah, you better run

You run away from this house full of doubts

Yeah, I run away from myself

Now I don't know where I'm going

If I'm swimming or just sinking

I just take it

One day at a time

And think that way to try to feel right

I'll be honest

Lied to myself

It's a hard time when you dive into it

You no longer feel

Anything at all

You told me to change

Some things around me

But not how to get

Out of my bed

And it doesn't feel

Any better

I just throw myself a little more

Each day into my acte manqué

'Cause I don't know where I'm going

I just don't know where I'm going

If I'm swimming or just sinking

Now I take it

One day at a time

And think that way to try to feel right

I'll be honest

Lied to myself

It's a hard time when you dive into it

It's hard to let go

So hard to let go

You could stab me right through my heart

You could hate me and leave me apart

'Cause I am and I will feel nothing

I no longer feel anything at all

And now I'm stuck in the middle of nonsensical apprehension of my emotions

I feel lost, I feel trapped

So I run (better run)

So I run (better run)

Run away from myself

'Cause I don't know where I'm going

I just don't know where I'm going

If I'm swimming or just sinking

Now I take it

One day at a time

And think that way to try to feel right

I'll be honest

Lied to myself

It's a hard time when you dive into it

It's hard to let go

So hard to let go

You no longer feel anything at all