If I Never Said

God, I'm asking for something simple or so it seems

A sign of life or a death to grieve

A sense of clarity

'Cause I waited and I gave excuses every time

And each breath that held your name

just faded in the night

If I never said your name or asked for anything

Would anything have changed?

Cause I hoped and I prayed and I stayed awake for days

It all just stayed the same

Desires of the heart for those that ask with faith

Or not my will just yours

So all my urgent cries were done in vain

It's not that simple, it's not that hard

Which one should I believe

All these contradictions leave me buried underneath

If I never said your name or asked for anything

Would anything have changed?

Cause I hoped and I prayed and I stayed awake for days

It all just stayed the same

Would you ever change your mind or apologize?

Or would you die before you change?

Cause I hoped and I prayed and I stayed awake for days

And I am not the same

Do you ever feel alive

When you should be dead inside?

Do you ever feel alive

When you should be dead inside?

Do you ever see the sky

When you're drowning in the night?

Do you ever feel alive

Do you ever feel alive?

Do you ever feel alive

When you should be dead inside?

Do you ever feel alive

When you should be dead inside?

Do you ever see the sky

When you're drowning in the night?

Do you ever feel alive

Do you ever feel alive?