Gifted with a Curse (feat. Lakkabrah)

You know sometimes, you think you have a gift, but actually it's a fucking curse

Gift and a curse, spin it reverse, no one knows why, drive a blue hearse

Write a new verse, don't know what's worse, never having the time to rehearse

Snatch up a purse, cut up a nurse, waiting for all the souls to disperse

Spinning through circular saws, merciless laws, splitting Hercules jaws

Stop for the pause, cause and effect, sentinels back, I'm here to collect

Settle the debt, metal and lead, leaving a battle with holes in your head

My goals to be dead, scrolls that I shred, assholes always tend to regret

Attempt to forget, apprehend a brunette, never spending a drop of my sweat

Making me wet breath, taking sunset, thinking about all the ways to reset

Say what you think, mean what you say, black and chrome on the walls that I spray

No cause for delay, applause for my praise, staying up late on a fucking weekday

Ain't no cliche, I can do this all day, watching dismay as my body decay

All of this makes me nervous

We've reached the point in time where being kind's a crime

Cause I've been falling forward through my whole life, not sure how I have survived

Guess it is a gift and a curse

I don't believe in miracles, cause God's a fucking criminal

Watching the world roll away in the back of a hearse

Everybody okay, continue to slay

Beat so hot it'll burn a DJ

Return and betray, let the children go play

Hide and seek on a busy freeway

Adjust your display with a pretty bouquet

As I deliver the witty wordplay

Going astray and flowing this way

Multiple orgasm on foreplay

Rewind and replay, like at a buffet

Lakka and sent, cooking gourmet

Looking away, it's time to obey

Bite my rhymes and clog your airway

Like Colin McRae, stalling midway

These are the things that I try and portray

Lying all day, writing essays

Scraping the month until payday

Get carried away with eyes of x-ray

Open the portal to a gateway

Never really knowing how or why

Believe me I'm flowing, now don't lie

Allowed to be high, doubting the guy

All of these angels are crowding the sky

Counting to nine, shouting it's time

Astounding lyrics within one rhyme

I'm sublime, organized crime

Rapping till I'm a mortified mime

In my prime, fortified wine

Drinking the fluid left in my spine

Chest and spline, blessed and divine

Testing the water, it's alkaline

Possessed in my mind, it's best that I'm blind

Don't wanna be like the rest of mankind

All of this makes me nervous

We've reached a point in time

Where being kind's a crime

Cause I've been falling forward through my whole life

Not sure how I have survived

Guess it is a gift and a curse

I don't believe in miracles

Cause God's a fucking criminal

Watching the world roll away in the back of a hearse