What Ifs

I used to think I would spend every second I have

Right where my story began

I'd be happy here every day, month, year of my life

But now I'm wishing for whatever comes after goodbye

On every star in the sky

And I'm dreaming of what I could become

This is where home will be

As long as my lungs can breathe

But my heart is dying to leave

'Cause I know there's more to me

I don't wanna live with what ifs, might haves

Could have been if I had

Only tried, not held back

Oh, no, that's not a part of my plan

That's not the me that I, that's not the me that I am

This time there's no looking back (No looking back)

I'm crossing things off my list (Crossing things off my list)

Don't wanna run out of time before I wake up and find

There was a life that I missed

My limit doesn't exist

I don't wanna live with what ifs, might haves

Could have been if I had

Only tried, not held back

Oh, no, that's not a part of my plan

That's not the me that I am

No what ifs, regrets

Wear my strengths and weakness

I won't hide my feelings

Oh, no, that's not a part of my plan

That's not the me that I am