A Toast to the Ghost

Here's a toast to the night that I Drown my pain with bottle beside me Here's a toast to the night that I Lose my faith and the darkness finds me (Boo) I was feeling just a little bit too holy lately Had to cut these wings off cause they suffocating I really can't stand the thought of losing another baby But it still rots in this fucked up brain you gave me I know my little brother lost a battle with addiction Couldn't you just wait a little longer? Lock him up in prison? Selfish, I know, but it's not the path he chose Overdosing on a drug created to be lethal I wish I could rewrite the book, I wish it wasn't written I wish you could give back my family What you took and listen to the prayers I used to send Back when I thought I was a Christian Now I'm ghost, popping champagne in the kitchen Here's a toast to the nights that I Lose my faith and the darkness finds me Here's a toast to the nights that I Drown my pain with the bottle beside me, yeah Here's a toast to the nights that I Lose my way and the darkness guides me Here's a toast to the night to the ghosts in my life (Night) I'm not a big believer in this thing you call, "Religion" 'Cause if there really is a God, then why these children missing? And how come all the people that I love passed from cancer? I gave you three prayers that you still have yet to answer So, 'til the day I lay six-feet down in my grave I won't ever say, "Hi" Never coming back again, I'm good at goodbyes So, why don't we just call it quits? Open up that bottle Let this New Year's toast commence? I wish I could rewrite the book, I wish it wasn't written I wish you could give back my family What you took and listen to the prayers I used to send Back when I thought I was a Christian Now I'm ghost, popping champagne in the kitchen Here's a toast to the nights that I Lose my faith and the darkness finds me Here's a toast to the nights that I Drown my pain with the bottle beside me, yeah Here's a toast to the nights that I Lose my way and the darkness guides me Here's a toast to the night to the ghosts in my life (Night) Here's a toast to the nights that I Lose my faith and the darkness finds me Here's a toast to the nights that I Drown my pain with the bottle beside me, yeah Here's a toast to the nights that I Lose my way and the darkness guides me Here's a toast to the night to the ghosts in my life (Night)