Without You

I was 18

When my life fell away

Out from under me

There was nothing that I could say

To erase the change

And no it wasn't about how

I got my heart broke

It's much more than that

It's the words that I barely spoke

For 2 years these dry tears

Would never go

I don't want them to know

Because it's more

Then I can bear all alone

Out here

It's cold and dark

There are no stars

How did I get here?

Without you

You

You

You

I can't explain

The pain that I feel

At the mention of the phrase

That everybody asks

And you don't know how it doesn't

Belong to me anymore

Some of you will understand

And that tears me apart

Because this life shouldn't be lived

When it's this fucked up

Of the who was, the what was

The I can't do this again

Without you

You

You

You

Without you

You

You

You

I don't want them to know

Because it's more

Then I can bear all alone

Out here

It's cold and dark

There are no stars

How did I get here?