blame me

Had the same dream Again last night Didn't get much sleep Something never feels right Sliding my phone Under my pillow Alarm going off Who am I to keep burning the red flags? Don't wanna see it Hoping this time Maybe it's different So good at faking My heart feels naked Still play this game everytime Damn I think I just rolled the dice Showed up for dinner Ready to cry Ready to watch you Break me down slowly Tear me apart Beg you to hold me Am I crazy? Did it again, just to hate me, no Damn I think I ran out of lies Guess I did it again Just to blame me Lying to myself Oh my god Anybody else get down this bad sometimes? Tell me when it's over Did it even start? Jaded and faded and tired of Burning the red flags Don't wanna see it Hoping this time Maybe it's different So good at faking My heart feels naked Still play this game everytime Damn I think I just rolled the dice Showed up for dinner Ready to cry Ready to watch you Break me down slowly Tear me apart Beg you to hold me Am I crazy? Did it again Just to hate me, no Damn I think I ran out of lies Guess I did it again Just to blame me Falling asleep in the passenger seat With my hand out the window Waiting to crash and I knew it was coming I've known from the start Fuck I broke my own heart Damn I think I just rolled the dice Showed up for dinner ready to cry Ready to watch you Break me down slowly Tear me apart Beg you to hold me Am I crazy? Did it again Just to hate me, no Damn I think I ran out of lies Guess I did it again Just to blame me Just to blame me