Trying

Speeding on the highway, acting kinda highway

I live weak and keep my mind straight

Mind on map, just tell me what you see

Tell me now it's nothing, what do you want from me

Okay, I try to get like sober yesterday, today, tomorrow

I'll wake up new person with brand new path to follow

Branded on my skin with electricity collars

I'll smash my head on stove top to feel if pain won't follow

Popping out to find out the hate to feel so low now

Take my head and stick it inside of a flaming oven

Then look like headless horseman I'm heading to fucking Florida

To get some head I'm ready for sluts with nice aroma

Rolling but I'm still on my horse, I need a Trojan

Wrap me up in plastic before I get exploding

Notice out the window some white, it's fucking snowing

Freezing when these rainy days have like no emotion

Let me down, it's regular now cause we avoiding what we want

At all costs stay away from holding

Honor some specifics like dicks if you a phony

Rich and nicks with double fists, peaceful fingers showing

Peace to that I rattle tat and rattle when I'm shaking

Fuck a hit or car, fuck of course it be Mercedes

Benz of course I've been sworn, but that one on a mission

Put me in a hearse of course, you hate the way I'm living

Why that be, well yes okay I still drive Honda Civic

Through my hometown city while we smoking on the spinach

Triple washing, tripping while I'm watching what's occurring

Got this car in 2017 but made in 14

I exhaust some patience and I paint myself in corner

Where all day I sit and stay, trapped like I'm a quarter

Wait for 50 cent help and I rub those coins together

Watching while those Washington's kiss their metal letters

Holding hands they jump on it with wishes while you falling

Water you go crazy, get wet in sinking water

Butcher you to be like some witch or wizard Harry

Smoking up a chimney, I'm smoking on the potter

Try to call me crazy, show ink blotter on paper

I could fucking tell you what is, what's not related

Wrecking up the state, Japan, castle walls get breaking

You don't know me or my name, guess let's get acquainted

Blame it all on me and the accidents I'm making

Yesterday, today, tomorrow, all the mean I'm saying

Hitting runs, I run them up and sprint away, I'm looking

Go go gadget, bad shit, I'm bad and I've been brewing

Up some tea leaves, coffee and herbs, it's for the system

System goes a-chugging, esophagus to stomach

Fill it up and still it up instead of get my vision

Blurry if I'm talking and doubles up each second

Pressure now on me so I push and pull, I'm smothered

Gotta find me a new place to space out and get gutted

I don't govern this, I'd rather fit fists to fucking others

On my fucking name, yeah

Speeding on the highway, acting kinda highway

High lately, can't keep my mind straight

Mind on matters, tell me what yours is

Tell me now it's nothing, what do you want from me

Nothing, nothing, always nothing

Nodding in and out, I need my sleep

Speeches for a second, then do I regret it

Seconds spent, I'm simply tempted

Tell me not to and maybe I will

Welcome all the comfort, what is it you offer

Complex offers, always offers

Never, never, never, never, till the end