I'm sorry that I've been a bitch
You know I don't mean it
I don't really mean to ditch
But I'm not used to these feelings
Get attached then I let it go
It hurts less when I'm all alone
I know that you felt the switch
I don't have a reason
I don't ever really flinch
Cause I'm used to people leaving
And I swear that this never works
Say I dont care so it doesn't hurt
Cause I miss you
And I don't like how it feels
All the tissues
Not enough to wipe the tears
And I'm sorry
That I haven't been sincere
But it hurts too much
I can't deal
So I push you away
I won't get too close
Push you away
So you can't let go
I know that I'm just afraid
You'll end up walking away
Push you away
I won't get too close
Push you away
So you can't let go
I know that I'm acting strange
I'm just scared that things will change
I'm sorry that I haven't been myself
Always say I don't need anybody else
And I'm storing all my feelings on the shelf
Cause I don't like to dwell
And the harder that I'm trying to conceal it
Hoping that maybe one day that I'll believe it
In reality I just end up defeated
It's got me overwhelmed
Cause I miss you
And I wish that you were here
All the issues
When I'm with you disappear
And I'm sorry
That I haven't been sincere
But it hurts too much
I can't deal
So I push you away
I won't get too close
Push you away
So you can't let go
I know that I'm just afraid
You'll end up walking away
Push you away
I won't get too close
Push you away
So you can't let go
I know that I'm acting strange
I'm just scared that things will change
