I'm Not Listening

Why am I always filling my head With sounds sights sensations and Sitting here still thinking I want more Why am I always wondering how I could do better and more and right now Talking down to myself Not anymore It's so easy to get in your head Thinkin' I may as well stay in bed I'm not listening til I'm dead I'm not listening Why can't I will away the wanting Something to be different, it's starting to haunt me Everytime I get what I want I want more Why can't I look around and see I'm beginning to look a lot like me And who cares what they say Not anymore It's so easy to get in your head Thinkin' I may as well stay in bed I'm not listening til I'm dead I'm not listening All these eyes are watching me I wonder what they think All I want is to get free I think I'm on the brink It's so easy to get in your head Thinkin' I may as well stay in bed I'm not listening til I'm dead I'm not listening It's so easy to stay in your bed Thinkin' I can't get out of my head I'm not listening til I'm dead I'm not listening I'm not listening til I'm dead I'm not listening til I'm dead I'm not listening til I'm dead I'm not listening