Intro/The Lake (Live)

She used to blame it on my zodiac

She wanna say I'm not Christian

While she be posting up

All of her sinning

And then be acting like

She the victim

I keep my distance

Buddy I don't want you growing up

Thinking I was permissive

I swear that I showed forgiveness

That doesn't mean that we ever show our ignorance

You don't gotta build a boat

For water under the bridges

She burning down the world Chasing rivers

Staring back at her image

Evangelist of narcissus

So I'ma

Take a drive to lake

Yeah I'ma take a drive to the lake

So I could think about me without her

Yeah let me think about me without her

She wanna analyze my enneagram Type one

To wonder why I wanna stay and not run

But at the same

Know it's a whole lotta gray

Cliché

Not everything is really black and white these days

A lot of history to unpack peace

I can't figure out how to put my mind at ease

Maybe another life

Butterscotch skies

Those blue eyes

Wouldn't watch my hands counting to

One six, one nine

Ima drive

Think about if I'm right for her

Yeah let me think about if I'm right for her

I'ma drive to the lake

So I could think about me without her

Yeah let me think about me without

I wanna blame it on my grief

I wanna blame it on my dad

Being the best he could be

But his heart can't compete

Now where did that leave me

Forty-nine days past nineteen

I can still hear him speak

I still see Cherie

I wanna call her now

But I know it's my own phone that rings

When your voice speaks to me

I trust that it's love

And not just a fling

It's not bad to break

It's too good to keep

It's beauty in the hush

With no reason to leave

But a world that needs you

And a child that needs me

I'ma drive to the lake

Wonder if my zodiac's to blame

Or maybe it's my enneagram type one's the mistake

Or missing my parents is gon be what drives you away

So this drive I gotta take

Think about me without you

Not that I ever wanted to

I'ma drive to the lake

So I could think about me

Yeah let me think about me