Be Nothing

I used to rise, love and fall

Lived it all

Needed no motive

Now I need every reason

To accept the change of seasons

I'm on a train home like yesterday

Just swiping right and left consuming

Somebody's tales of woes and treason

Then buying things for no reason

I want to be nothing

I'm sick of trying to be something for nobody

I want to be nothing

For somebody

And you wake up to win and lose

But it's never you

You know that

We'll be sucked into their history

They say we're so instrumental

Thank you Mr. Judgmentals

I drink too much again, losing your touch

Now every move is contradictory

Realize that I never ask you how you're really feeling

I want to be nothing

I'm sick of trying to be something for nobody

I want to be nothing

So I can start to face the truth

Living's right next to you

But life gets complicated

It's getting mad

It's getting mad

In the end, was it overrated?

It's getting real

Life gets complicated

But here I stand

I need your hand

Just open up my head and

Make me smile

Make me cry like a child taking the first breath

Taking the first breath

Taking the first breath

I want to be nothing just for you and me

Sick of being something for nobody

I want to be nothing