I Don't Know

If I'm honest everyone cries Fuck it I won't be everyone lies I think that Frank was wrong because I don't think everyone tries The only truth I've known is everyone dies And that's when everyone cries And if God already set my destination I don't know if I'll get there on time Will it be alright if I'm a little bit late And I make those same mistakes If I learn would you wipe my slate would you rearrange my fate Or is that just me left in a violent sea With no sight of shore and no-one to help me breathe Too many times I've been deceived in this life Nobody seen the tears that I've cried I ain't even seen the tears that i hide I don't how i kept them inside but i have and it is what it is And it ain't what it isn't do i value the world that i live If i do does it make any difference I don't know they keep asking how i feel I don't know and how I ain't sitting on mills I don't know has any of the love been real? I don't know I ain't got no questions I wanna ask I just wanna live life fast I just wanna freeze my heart There's no way it's taking part in any of this I need to be lit of the henny and shit I just need a ting with a body like Jenny and shit And a face like Winnie and shit I'm in the beef and I'm winning this shit And I never started this shit It's really mad matter fact it's really sad Sometimes I just wanna do things really bad I'm fighting demons I've got more than a thousand reasons And I just can't shake them feelings and does life have a meaning? I don't know they keep asking how I feel I don't know and how I ain't sitting on mills I don't know has any of the love been real? I don't know Truly I don't know, really I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know Truly I don't know, really I don't know