Valentine's

Black and white

Polaroid of my

Naked body I

Have nobody I

Can give it to

I threw

Every thought of you

Into the lake there's too

Too much at stake I lose

Every time

Maybe I'm lonely

Maybe I'm not

Maybe I chose this

Maybe I thought

That if you didn't want me nothing could be worse

That you couldn't hurt me if I did it first

There isn't much time left

Says the internet

In that blue light I get

Worried that I might let

It slip away from me

All of my energy

Wasted on empty dreams

Of people who never mean

What they say

Maybe I'm broken

Maybe I'm not

Maybe I chose this

Maybe I thought

That if you didn't want me nothing could be worse

That you couldn't hurt me if I did it first