Chapter Two

I don't appeal to these masses

They can kiss my fucking ass

Extract the sweet out me, molasses

I won't pass this up, see clearly with new glasses

I know past this there's a sea of opportunity

Won't set me backwards

Away from things that are all new to me

Tired of this scrutiny, brutally pick apart my insecurities

Ten of you split my brain, now I fight back like there was two of me

Stop hating that I'm doing me

I'm staying put like glue on feet

You wanna ride my dick? we'll fine that's cool with me

I keep walking like I'm Zel but from the one six

I got the zeal as well as hellfire, pull out a gun quick

Silver spoon in mouth but I grew up quick

Witness the loss of my homie, hell I stopped being young quick

Traumas swift to develop character

With no balancer shit gets ripped and torn

Like sycamore it's big, it's the type of shit I saw

Before that'll really alter your fucking calendar

I aged rapid, shit depression drives a fast car

Mmm, ahh, hey, thought I was gon say NASCAR

Adding punchlines just so they can hear a packed bar

Trynna elevate myself like how you feel off of that black tar

Sat down and spoke with Gemini, his head two steps ahead

The one who saw the flame in me, without him I'd be dead

Helped me open up my third eye feel like, Eddy Ed and Edd

If there's anyone I'd be stuck without, then that'd be him

In other news, I am recovering

I won't slip in a coma but I know that they dying to fucking butter me

So I am never stuttering and I'll get back upon my feet

Tell them fucks they ain't got me suffering, I'm shovelling

A grave for the opps

The game? open up

My way to the top

Simply won't be stopped

Cause I'm a rock in the river, I'm an immovable force

Separate me from sanity, we got a divorce

Berate me with flattery, or hateful discourse

But I won't fuck this up, as if chastity called

I got my back to the wall, so forward's where I'm headed

Calculating my moves, so I can see how you'd be threatened

I'm betting that James Jonah and Kevin would never get it

They won't ever know the message I'm desperately fucking pressing, I said it

I'm the man so you can watch all the methods

Feel like ODB with touchdowns, GF killing these records

Won't say cash rules what's around me

But maybe people who doubt me

They clouding my field of vision

But never gonna get around me

Or anywhere fucking close

They dumber than I supposed

Because you won't catch me stopping until I'm fucking comatose

Or overdose but not off ket or none them aderalls

Not off bricks or off the za or off shit that takes me to Mars

Or off them shiny chains or off them foreign fancy cars

I might choke on my own vomit from illing and spitting bars

Through all the trials and tribulations

I'm taking my brain to places

And waiting, way too impatient

For keys to open the gates with

So thank you to Kenny Mason, thank you to JID

Thank you Mac Miller and thank you to Baby Keem

Through hearing the illest spill it, I now know what I can see

It's a long walk but now I know exactly what I'll be

Imma be the greatest, no road for me so I'll pave it

Not cause I wanna be famous, so I can show mum I made it

This is me to my truest self, the realest shit I've ever written

Hate seeing me winning, can't wait to see your faces all smitten and jealous

I'm going hard like a callous, never got jittering balance

Pidgey turned Pigeotto, evolved, I grew wings and talons, I'm done