In My Head

You told me that you loved me

But that was just a lie

And it turned out we're nothing

Cause you were just a lie and-

Friends call me crazy how I'm feening for this lady

How she got me in my feelings 24-7

How she visiting my dreams

Straight depriving me asleep

Been thinking bout our future put together so naively

If it was too much for me to say that I'm trynna marry one day

Why the hell ain't you stop me

Got me thinking you agreed with me

Got me feeling you the one my kids gon call mommy

Still trynna figure out how imma get this started

Been going round in circles all my thoughts with you around it

Need your body on me and we both agreeing

Wonder when your with your friends do you ever talk about me

Cause I'll be talking bout you

Stay up on the phone just to learn some things about you

We can drive around the city with nothing to do

Or take you up the mountain and look at the view

I got some thoughts inside me that been overdue

Yeah this stars are bright but not as bright as you

I just wanna kick it with you Kung Fu

Heavy on the messing no it's nothing new

But you still stuck inside my head

Memories and memories of things that I done said

This my last time with you pray that it don't end

Running through the ends

But we can get lost tonight depending how you feel tonight

You told me that you loved me

But that was just a lie

It turned out we're nothing

Cause you were just a lie

It felt like you stabbed me

Cause you were just a lie and

Nothing really matters

Cause everything's a lie (yuh)

Painful activity every time you're in my brain

Ruminating all possible features that never became

And then I await

Wishing that I was still living In bed I just laid

But still I wish I was living the memories

Of that other me from another reality

That in reality is really a fantasy cause you in love with me there

This shit is just fiction

This shit is distracting

This shit is just crushing

This shit is depressing shit ain't just a feeling

This shit is an injury

This shit is injustice

Now she did me dirty (nah she did me dirty)

It's pushing some buttons set off an explosion

I just wanted peace man fuck these emotions

No longer am I gonna show an emotion

Feel like I'm fighting the ocean

I just gotta keep up my motion

It's forward

It's forward

(We can get lost tonight depending how you feel tonight)