No Going Back (Zombie Toshiro Rap)

She caught me by surprise

And now my soul has turned to ice

A burdened life

She turned my friends to foes

So I deserned the knife

Carved and sliced

A hard goodbye

Though I know ya, I part the tide

Even if she starts the fight because she is all that my heart desires

It's like she's stolen you, motive only controlling dudes

Cast away the old me when I just did what she told me to

These strings attached

Hold me way she snares in my chest

Committed to the catch like she bout to marry a net

I was already cold and then you had to touch my core

And never let it go like your bloods stained upon my soul

Sweet darkness embraced by a day dream

Lost myself to an angel with fake wings

No sense of self she fills this pain

Feel like Jada Pinket with my Will this strained

When the ice gets cold

Ain't no soul intact

I can't fight this pull

Ain't no goin' back

But I like this though letting go, in fact

Kinda lightens this load from these soulless acts

(x2)

My power became hers to wield

I'm wit a sword and hearse no shield

And though I know the curse is real

I'd still be the first to kill

Anyone she pointed to

I'm the gun she'd point and shoot

Aim it an ally ain't no difference what I'm goin' to do

Slaughter 'em like cattle

Might as well

They just bought the farm

Not even conflicted

Slight surprise shit was not that hard

Made the blade sing like in a tavern, better stop the bard cuz the music slays, now you mad, seems I've struck a chord

I wish I had the foresight

To wall her off, no Fortnite

But I'm too weak and of course I'm speaking loosely

I'll still fold ya

But tell me how is this bad when it feels so good

Sense of purpose in tacked but the motive obscure

I don't know how I've changed

How she got in my brain

Please help me or just kill me

When the ice gets cold

Ain't no soul intact

I can't fight this pull

Ain't no goin' back

But I like this though letting go, in fact

Kinda lightens this load from these soulless acts

(x2)