Self-Loath

Was it wrong, to put my self first?

There is nothing I can do to make you feel okay

Was it wrong, am I cursed?

There is nothing I can do to make it go away

My self-hatred, is going deeper

I can't see myself anymore

My self-loathing, dear Grim Reaper

Can you show me to the right door

Now I can't stay for long, for I have hurt too many

No, I won't stay for long, can someone please do save me?

Last time, I tried to find a reason for me to love myself

But I, instead found a neverending hate

I tried to reason out maybe this is what my life's become

A horizontal eight

As I look into the sun I realized, too much bright can blind

Too much light can burn

As I waited for the night to come, a peaceful dimming light

That is what I yearn

Now I can't stay for long, for I have hurt too many

No, I won't stay for long, can someone please do save me?

Now I can't stay for long, for I have hurt too many

No, I won't stay for long, can someone please do save me?