This Ain't The Way You Go Out

Thought I’d been through the hardest time of my life

I lost who I was and I lost all my fight

To something I had no control over

It took my body it took my soul

And now I’m figuring out

What is left behind

'Cause I don't feel

Like I believe in me anymore

Well my time has run short

And I blame myself

For being so weak

But this brave body

Is still carrying me

I got life on my side time not so much

I got a whole lot of love but a whole lot of hurt

And if someone on the street asks me

What it’s like being me

I'll say, Hell, it's been a journey

Like everyone else you meet

'Cause I don't feel

Like I believe in me anymore

All my time has run short

And I blame myself

For being so weak

But this brave body

Is still carrying me

Somebody came and pulled me out

She said this ain’t the way you go out

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