Useless Savior Complex

When I was 5, I dropped a glass in the sink I cut my hands trying to reconstruct it Guess it's no surprise I did the same thing I tried to gather the pieces of us but it left me bleeding As if I could be the hero that saves us from crashing and burning When you didn't want to be saved at all Now all I'm left with Is a useless savior complex Always fixate on what I can't fix Seems impossible to make any sense of it Now I wanna lose it This useless savior complex There's always someone I'm looking to save When I can't even save myself Save myself Hindsight, we were 10 out of 10 codependent Built my life around you Didn't know what to do when it ended Moved out of the country in half a sec Stole your car before I left Cause you moved on and I took all the impact As if I could be the hero that saves us from crashing and burning When you didn't want to be saved at all Now all I'm left with Is a useless savior complex Always fixate on what I can't fix Seems impossible to make any sense of it Now I wanna lose it This useless savior complex There's always someone I'm looking to save When I can't even save myself Save myself I always put you first Even when I get hurt That's not what I deserve That's not what I deserve I always put you first Even when I get hurt That's not what I deserve That's not what I deserve Why do I put you first? Now all I'm left with Is a useless savior complex Always fixate on what I can't fix Seems impossible to make any sense of it Now I wanna lose it This useless savior complex There's always someone I'm looking to save When I can't even save myself Save myself