pierrot

I've been sinking

Overthinking

About how this all went wrong

Suffocating

Slow decaying

I don't think I can go on

Sorry

Mother I'm sorry

Father I can't go on

Sorry

Lover

I'm sorry

I have failed

Everyone

Painting the ceiling

With colors so thrilling

A vibrant shade of red

I sink with the feeling

My conscience is spilling

Out the wound I bled

Misery show me what you really mean

I can handle anything even if I can't handle all of this pain

Was it all in vain make me right as rain tear me up and throw me away

I'm a failure, sad clown, black sheep, deadbeat

Put me on a table with a white sheet

Loser, misfit, shell with no heartbeat

My life on the line and I'm pressing delete

All I know is fading

And now there's nothing left

From the dream I'm waking

This is my final breath