feelings are fatal (revisited)

I'm happy for you

I'm smiling for you

I'd do anything for you, for you

It's always for you

And never for me

And I need it to stop

So let me tell you, please

I'm always sad

And I'm always lonely

But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors

Locked in, no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden

There is no ease

I need it to stop

And I want to be able to open up, but

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal

How many times must I keep it inside?

I need to let go, and I swear that I've tried

But opening up means trusting others

And that's just too much

I don't want to bother

So I'll keep it inside

And I'll bury it deep

I know it's not healthy, but you won't hear a peep

Though I'm always sad

And I'm always lonely

I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors

Locked in, no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden

There is no ease

I need it to stop

And I want to be able to open up, but

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal