Bottom of the Ocean

Here nights are foggy and weird Everyone I trusted disappears Breathing life into my deepest fears Take, now there's nothing to take Now you're haunted by your worst mistakes Watch me sinking underneath the waves I don't want to drink about it (Stare it down) Driving out at 3 am (No way out) Blood is cold, my mind is clouded (And then I woke up drunken) How'd I make it here again? (Too much, too much to take) Days, I've been like this for days Hiding underneath the darkest waves I've been praying for the tide to change Head, is this all in my head? Running over every word I said When they finally found my note, it read If you need me, I'll be lying here at the bottom of the ocean If you need me, I'll be right here Air, leave it up in the air Because the people on the ground don't care They don't notice but it's everywhere Chase, now there's nothing to chase Every day I feel so out of place Let me wash away without a trace I don't want to drink about it (Stare it down) Driving out at 3 am (No way out) Blood is cold, my mind is clouded (And then I woke up drunken) How'd I make it here again? (Too much, too much to take) Days, I've been like this for days Hiding underneath the darkest waves I've been praying for the tide to change Head, is this all in my head? Running over every word I said When they finally found my note, it read If you need me, I'll be lying here at the bottom of the ocean If you need me, I'll be right here I'm out here in the deep end I'm lower than I've ever been (I burn it down, It turns to smoke) And when I see the morning It's colder than it's ever been (My bloodshot eyes. see through the smoke) Days, I've been like this for days Hiding underneath the darkest waves I've been praying for the tide to change Head, is this all in my head? Running over every word I said When they finally found my note, it read If you need me, I'll be lying here at the bottom of the ocean If you need me, I'll be right here