Starting To See It

Starting to see it You Starting to see You Starting to see it You Starting to see This is everything I ever wanted And most nights seem so surreal But I know it's more I'm trying to find still Some goals I thought would take a lifetime been fulfilled Always trying to reset the bar It's hard to find a thrill Every time I get ahead I always find a bill Another layer that I gotta peel Or somebody saying my life is one they'd die to live This is live action But they sleep like it's Benadryl And even though they say its love I know It's out of spite too Wanting handouts They never wanna write too Said you wanna see me win until I won But you see you still there And now you mad I didn't invite you People hitting me up and down for hooks Don't catch the right too Man I got life too Check the box score You know I got my stripes too Got people in the field and on the field I just speak the real I show you what this mic do This ain't another cycle Winning for me guaranteed Not something that I might do I done had plenty lows But still chasing heights too I been working overtime Morning shifts and night too Don't ask me bout no days off No telling what I might do Starving I been eating with the fork, spoon, and knife too Scraping every crumb till it's gone Haters watching how I move and want a bite too Trying to build the life I always wanted Can I strive too? At some point you have to make the decision like It's time I'm no longer gonna listen to outside opinions and You know I think that's what worked for me I just Woke up one day and said I'm gone build the life I want to live You know Yeah The ending is really you know It's the beginning It may be the ending of one thing but it's the beginning of another And uh We know that whatever you choose to do career wise That you're gonna excel just like everything else I just want to tell you that I love you And I am proud of you You know nothing that you do surprises me But you know I don't say it often But I am proud and uh I love you son