For the First Time, Again

What am I giving up What am I giving up What am I giving up What am I giving up To dream this big? To blindly lead myself to the cliff? I can't be remembered chained behind a door I fear it won't take much for this to give a little more You can keep coming for me (Give it your best shot) You can keep coming for me (Is that good or not?) But I won't be caught I'm pulling my weight I'm picking up steam Nothing is ever gonna be the same I've been failing for so long I can wait to beat my own streak I better start running I better start running If I'm gonna get away I have to ask myself Are you just part of the problem? Are you even an artist? My finger hurts But was it worth it? I know it's a dream But why does it feel so real to me? What am I giving up? What am I giving up? But am I ready for change? Is today the day? That I just say ok But I know That I won't Just give up But I know That I won't Just give up