Changes (Outro)

I don't know what road we're on I don't know what we're heading towards But I know my heart is all yours All my friends tell me I'd be better off on my own And sometimes I believe 'em But I know, I can never leave him But even when you slam the door and drive away I still set the table for two Babe, you know I'm waiting on you To buy me a bouquet tell we're okay And that you so so sorry And I believe you every time But I can't lie So many changes and I've been wondering why Why'd you have to leave me Why couldn't you stay by my side Cause now it's different I'm all alone and I got nobody Turn nothing into something but nobody's jumping Just admit it, self love is the only love you need I'm begging please can you just listen and hear me out please I'm on my knees and I'm talking to God begging for a change I'm not one for a begging but today I am Lord tell her how I feel cause this songs aren't doing it Got this dream in December and now I'm pursuing it Thought you knew the truth and now you're just assuming it Had to take a break but now I'm resuming it Gram I knew you see me chasing all of my dreams When I was three I had told you what I wanted to be Fuck being a doctor or a making games even do police And if you saw me now, you'll probably believe I miss my uncle, I wish he didn't do the things he did Me and him had a special bond since I was a kid Remembering walking up the street just to go up to your house But you don't live there no more Remember see me wanna live and I got really scared Seeing you talk to old dude and I really wasn't prepared Its kinda crazy cause you-all did it in less you-all not even a pair But it shows me that you in your heart really loves to share So many changes and I need some peace or a good old time Talk to me I'll love to hear your sweet little lies So many things going on in this life is on my mind Uh girl she was not replaceable, a one of a kind So many changes, damn I wonder why If there's someone up above imma really need a sign I know you getting really tired after hearing this same line But I've said it a thousand times so can I call you mine But even when you slam the door and drive away I still set the table for two Babe, you know I'm waiting on you To buy me a bouquet tell we're okay And that you so so sorry And I believe you every time But I can't lie, these Mixed signals mixed signals They're killing me I don't know what you are But I know what I need The goodbyes, the hellos, the I need you's The no I don't every time I start to close the door You knock and I let you in Loving you is my greatest sin Loving you is my greatest sin Loving you is my greatest sin