Pause + Reset

Mhmm Yeah, yeah, yeah I need to write this fucking song 'Cause I said I'm over you Told my therapist in our sessions And I've been wearing a narrative she sees through You think I would've known by now Eighteen months past, overdue Acceptance and all that's relevant Didn't come as easy as it should I know I seem much better And I know you know it too I've been real good at pretending I'm my best when I'm not around you Tell me how, I can't stop Keep rewinding my thoughts If I were really over you Then why do I keep running through? All the years, in my head Make it hard to forget If I could wish for anything Wish I could fucking pause and press reset Mhmm, stop living in my head Damn, it took a lot to say that out loud Sat myself down, taking time to talk it out Spent all these months writing lines that don't stick Who knew this would flow soon as I pour a drink Sometimes I can't help but think of you But don't get it twisted, I've got no interest But I find myself overthinking the reasons And picking apart at the wreckage Tell me how (how) I can't stop (I can't stop) Keep rewinding my thoughts If I were really over you Then why do I keep running through? (Yeah) All the years (years) In my head (in my head) Make it hard to forget If I could wish for anything Wish I could fucking pause and press reset Mhmm, stop living in my head