Two Faced

I guess I'm just a hand-me-down

Recycled and just passed around

But the neglection makes me want it

And I can't, can't control myself

Caught up in all the what-ifs

Like maybe he'll fall for me tonight

Naw

But it's 4 AM, another wasted Tuesday

He's got me dancing in my pink lingerie

I fall apart when I replay the kisses in the alleyway

But I always hate the mornings

It's so lonely

When he leaves without a warning, he's so two-faced

All I feel is anxious

My body can't take this

But baby, I'm not even into you

Am I stupid

Was a shot by Cupid

But all of this was just pretend

Who the hell did I defend

When does my heart start to feel amend

The younger me would never understand

Cuz baby, you just poisoned me

Filled me with your dopamine

I keep asking questions in my head

They're driving me insane

I'm so nervous. I'm so different around you

I bite my nails, and I get really

Weird

I fall apart when I replay

The kisses in the alleyway

Is that wrong is that right

I don't know

Maybe I'm just unlovable

But I always hate the mornings

It's so lonely

When he leaves without a warning, he's so two-faced

All I feel is anxious

My body can't take this baby

I'm not even into you