Losing Myself

Scared to die But I'm only half alive If I close my eyes Will they open To another world Sacrificed my peace of mind So tell me why I'm still broken And it's getting worse I tell myself that I'm okay But it don't make it out my brain It can be a dangerous place No easy way out I tell myself I'm not afraid Then feel my body start to shake My thoughts could make me suffocate I'm losing myself Gravity, pull me to reality I can barely breathe But I'm holding on Society, everybody's tryna to see What's going on inside of me They're the ones I'm running from I tell myself that I'm okay But it don't make it out my brain It can be a dangerous place No easy way out I tell myself I'm not afraid Then feel my body start to shake My thoughts could make me suffocate I'm losing myself I try to give them what they want Don't know what's right and what's wrong Quietly screaming I'm losing myself My mind is out to destroy Drowning in all of this noise Quietly screaming I'm losing myself I tell myself that I'm okay But it don't make it out my brain It can be a dangerous place No easy way out I tell myself I'm not afraid Then feel my body start to shake My thoughts could make me suffocate I'm losing myself