do you have any regrets

It's not the fact that you left Nah it's the way you went leaving All these memories of us Got me lost in my feelings Tell me do you regret All the ways you mistreated me Do you have any regrets I know you've been through a lot of shit Well let me tell you I've been through a lot of shit too But I took the time to heal So I don't deflect all my damage on you Growing up I know your dad wasn't there That wasn't fair That's why you push away people who care Sorry if that's hard to hear But me and you both know that's the truth No one can fix you but you I had to learn that the hard way By giving my love and my heart away To someone who never was ready for love Nothing I did would ever be enough To change the way that you act To heal the scars of your past It's not the fact that you left Nah it's the way you went leaving All these memories of us Got me lost in my feelings Tell me do you regret All the ways you mistreated me Ooh tell me is there regret For the way you tried to justify All of your lies on that night For the way you broke my heart When you were the first love of my life Love of my life Was so blinded couldn't see The ways you mistreated me If I could take back all the time we spent on God I swear that I would If I could take back all the nights you slept in my bed I swear I would Still waiting on time To heal these scars that you left me with that night It's not the fact that you left Nah it's the way you went leaving All these memories of us Got me lost in my feelings Tell me do you regret All the ways you mistreated me Ooh tell me is there regret For the way you tried to justify all of your lies on that night For the way you broke my heart when you were the first love of my life