In a Mess (feat. Joey Mayer)

Give me top, like from the start

All we know is where we are

We start to fight, and then we fuck

We're in a mess

Not in love

It's a-

Give me top, like from the start

All we know is where we are

We start to fight, and then we fuck

We're in a mess

Not in lo-

Give me top, like from the start

All we know is where we are

We start to fight, and then we fuck

We're in a mess

We're not in love

We're in a mess

We're not in love

We're not in love

We're in a mess

It's just a mess

We're not in love

We're in a mess

We're not in love

We're not in love

We're in a mess

It's just a mess

In a mess, not in love

Never felt like I'm enough

Never knowing what you want

Couldn't give a single fuck

When I go home

You ask me where I've been, I say I don't know

What the fuck is happening

Tell me pack my shit and go

Wondering if I'm the asshole

Reaching an all-time low

Missing when we danced slow

Starting to get toxic

Always hearing you go and talk shit

Even though you'd never admit

That half this is all your fault

The ground shook when you left

Wasn't right at the time

Self-obsessed with the way you took mine

Can't look you in the eyes

Still tell myself lies

Like we'll only fuck one more time, well

I guess I'm a hypocrite

Metaphysics with the way that I hit it

It's a different planet when I get in it

She wanna second, damn give me a minute

(Yeah)

Give me top, like from the start

All we know is where we are

We start to fight, and then we fuck

We're in a mess

We're not in love

Give me top, like from the start

All we know is where we are

We start to fight, and then we fuck

We're in a mess

We're not in love

We're in a mess

We're not in love

We're not in love

We're in a mess

It's just a mess

We're not in love

We're in a mess

We're not in love

We're not in love

We're in a mess

It's just a mess

Cuz I want you and I need you

Don't you see it, girl

I'm a monster chasing after all the love you captured

Left my heart open for the world to see

It's clear to me

That we gon end this on a sour note

So watch me bleed

You got my heart moving crazy

You're losing your feelings, baby

Wasn't enough to keep you satisfied

Still call me will ya

Make up your mind

This shit happens every time I see you

Was it all a game that your friends played

You were the one that's a damn shame

I'm sorry for the things that I said

And I'm sorry that I did it again

And I'm sorry that i didn't remember

What I did in December, and I'm sorry that you didn't forget

And I'm sorry that I live in my head

And I'm sorry that I'm dying in yours

And I'm sorry for the texts that you try to ignore

I did my best, it's not love

It's a mess

(See ya!)

In love with me at the sunset

Out again when it rises

Stumbled upon you drunk in the shower and you were silent

Told me not to think of you as a coward but you were crying

Said that somebody else gave you what I couldn't provide but

It ain't love after they're gone

You're trapped in your thoughts

Drowning in that shadow

Can't shatter the dark

Nothing but you and the pain that you're feeling

Looking at the world around you hoping it ain't even real

And you stare at the ceiling but the tears don't flow

Hate the way it's eating at you try to heal your soul

Your chest is burning but your body always feels so cold

Still, you tell yourself it's nothing that he needs to know

The other evening when we were both stoned she told me

She only wants me so she won't me lonely

I tell her that I know and I hold her closely

She whispers "Hold me" so I just don't let go becau-

(See ya!)

(See ya!)