Closed In

If I decide to take your hand

is that who I am

is this our last dance

and if you decide to take his hand

then am I damned

was it my last chance

cause I need a break from faith

I'm sorry ma'am

but this is out of your hands, again

I don't want to waste more of

your precious time

but do you still have time

to say goodbye

because I think I hate who I've become

I'm not that man

but I fucking can't

do anything right

So I'm leaving a note

to the people I broke

all the passengers left

have been saved

and if you still need a boat

there ain't one left in the cove

I didn't have the time to wait

I'm sorry love

but it's never enough

and I think I'm done

looking out for someone

that I won't find

I need you to take those things

you left behind

and I'll take what's mine

and whatever else I find

if next we meet

you check the locks

that they're not open

cause I'll be going

if I'm not closed in

I think I'm broken

all my wounds have been opened

and everyone noticed

except for me