Holy fucking shit
Everything I've ever wanted is right before my eyes
But I can't help but feel the tension that it brings tonight
It makes no sense
I fucking asked for this
Oh darling, I know that they're waiting on my next damn play
Can you feel the panic in my chest when they scream my name
I need you to remind me why I was made this way
Cause you know this the certain type of pressure that I crave
Cause I don't feel sane unless chaos is barking at my door
I love it when all hell breaks loose and knocks my ass on the floor
You know I love it when my body turns itself against me
Mind over matter motherfucker
Come on and test me
Come on and test me
Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing
But I gotta keep on the movement
I put myself in a position to switch it all up
Motherfucker I chose this
All of my life I been taking hits
And all of my life I been throwing fists
I put my whole life on the line for it
Motherfucker this what survival is
This what survival is
So let them hear my voice
I fucking made my choice
So let them hear my voice
I fucking made my choice
Oh darling, I know that they're waiting on my next damn play
I feel the pressure rising with every step that I take
But when I'm with you is when I really feel all the weight
Cause I don't want to let you down (woah)
I just want to make you proud (woah)
Yeah, with every level comes new problems
But I know we'll fight and solve 'em
That's who we are
Cause I could never stop
Even if I tried
This is what keeps me alive
This is how I survive
Oh baby trust me when I say
It's all on me
It's all on me
