I Knøw, Yøu Never Really Løved Me

Understand? I'm tellin' you, shit's different You gotta trust me Please I know you had a few options But you were so toxic, oh yeah But you were my option I chose you so often, oh yeah And that was my fault Oh that was my fault Girl it's so hard to fuck you so right When I know that you make love to someone else Oh-oh oh I need help I miss when you called me on my cell I miss when we were friends and you didn't hold out I even miss the long drives to your house And I was so close to you I was so close to you, oh yeah And I was so close to you And I was so close to you, oh yeah I'm heading for a break out A break down Oh babe I'm tryna break out What you've done And oh, I'm so alone now Alone now I'm always gonna hold you in my heart But my chest is hollow now My chest is hollow now I'm so numb Girl, I'm so numb Girl I'm so numb Put that pussy down a little lower I been getting slower Down a couple shots Luckily I got a bulletproof vest But I'm still bruising deep inside my chest Love scars, they never fade away But I can still try to fade away Blacked out off a Black Label So I can try to keep all my relations grey Every time I fuck I'm tryna kill the pain Nestled deep inside my heavy heart But every time I know it's not enough And I watch her watch as I fall apart I was so close to you I was so close to you, oh yeah I was so close to you I was so close to you, oh yeah I'm heading for a break out A break down Oh babe I'm tryna break out What you've done And oh I'm so alone now Alone now I'm always gonna hold you in my heart But my chest is hollow now So numb, so numb So numb, so numb So numb, so numb