Back in Time

My way was heartbreak, then feeling nothing Mistakes and head fakes, was always running I never thought that I had ever crossed Your mind Or that You cared at all So blinded by the fight, eclipsing Your design But You caught every fall If I went back in time, I'd see You right beside me Even in the moments where before I couldn't find You You were with me all along, in the silence You were strong So I'd tell myself, that Heaven's on her side If I could just go back in time If I could just go back in time If I could just go back in time I'd learn with head firsts, no hesitation I'd care less, when they said, we'd never make it And I'd trust in the plan, cause I know how it ends You never let me fall I couldn't see it then, but looking back again It's clear You've been here through it all If I went back in time, I'd see You right beside me Even in the moments where before I couldn't find You You were with me all along, in the silence You were strong So I'd tell myself, that Heaven's on her side If I could just go back in time If I could just go back in time If I could just go back in time To the moments You were holding me, I just didn't know it yet To the kid who feels alone in it