Mess of My Head

I'm bagging memories On the side of my house with the fall leaves I saw the change in everything Cold brought the rusted leaves Spent more time thinking about their ending than I ever do beginnings I've been stuck in these questions like snowbanks Made a mess of my head but we're better off awake I've been stuck in these questions like snowbanks Made a mess of my head but we're better off awake We're better off awake It's a bag full of cables that just didn't feel the same My feet on this stage, in this same place Start to atrophy I got distant, dismissive Caught somewhere in between Presence and absence of meaning Felt my feet on the chain link slipping Felt the fear of falling overwhelm a love of climbing Stuck in these questions like snowbanks Made a mess of my head but we're better off awake I've been stuck in these questions like snowbanks Made a mess of my head but we're better off awake Better off awake Oh, I get caught up in all of this, I'm sorry I want you to be happy Wherever you plant your feet