Am I the Only One?

I’m always the girl at the party

Who’s loud and who’s talking

but inside she’s doubting herself

And I’m self sabotaging the

life that I want cuz I’m close

and that’s scary as hell

People please til I can’t see myself

Then i get a feeling that

They like me more than I like myself

Is that the reason why i’m

Showing up happy but sad

A little bit stuck in the past

Always/ little too nice to get mad

Am I the only one?

Telling myself I’m still young

nothing is ever enough

I’m overthinking too much

Am I the only one?

I think im cute but not pretty

And that’s not for sympathy

I just thought I’d tell the truth

I love hard conversations

and life’s complications

Cuz I’ve got a whole lot to prove

People please til I can’t see myself

Then i get a feeling that

They like me more than I like myself

Is that the reason why i’m

Showing up happy but sad

A little bit stuck in the past

Always/ little too nice to get mad

Am I the only one?

Telling myself I’m still young

nothing is ever enough

I’m overthinking too much

Am I the only one?

Someday I’ll stop saying sorry

Feel good in my body

Until I figure it out

Showing up happy but sad

A little bit stuck in the past

Always/ little too nice to get mad

Am I the only one?

Telling myself I’m still young

nothing is ever enough

I’m overthinking too much

Am I the only one?