Surface now (feat. Ollie Hughes & Soph)

This place is not a room

It is just a tomb for tonight

I linger on a thought, won't catch your eye

Or fear will make you blind

I need you to know

Now I'm heading for the road

I tried my best, oh lord

I tried my best, oh no

My face is just a vessel

Build the courage for a week

Need to try and rest my head still, inner speech and TV screens

Receding the stress

Why you keep on following me?

Did you take that for free?

Did you take that for free?

How could I be in a room?

With four walls that will never move?

But the more I think about it every corner seems to get closer

The more that I try to drown it I just get pulled under

But I don't know if I wanna Surface now

Though my chest is tight, the noises are too loud

Still an ocean of thought, hard to focus now

Keep silent, wait for the tide to settle down

Just try to count to ten

Five things you've heard since then

I don't like to pretend

But I don't want the night to end

Your touch is all I have

To remind where I am

Keep all the doubt away

Make me feel like I'm somebody again

Wasting all my time

Thinking I'm not right

Changing my mind

Breaking my smile

I don't think about it

I don't wanna start drowning

In that quiet minute I slip

Do you think they really meant it?

I hear

Metal taste on my tongue

I can't keep moving on

I can't keep moving on

I can't keep moving on

How could I be in a room?

With four walls that will never move?

But the more I think about it every corner seems to get closer

The more that I try to drown it I just get pulled under

But I don't know if I wanna Surface now

Though my chest is tight, the noises are too loud

Still an ocean of thought, hard to focus now

Keep silent, wait for the tide to settle down

Follow me

Take for free