Forget It, Forget Me

Friends buying into it, but I ain't really bout designer

Lost her along the way, now I'm tryna find her

Redesign myself, double down get kinder

Keep on fucking up can I get a reminder

I'm alone, I'm alone, I admit it

They all asking, J why don't you just quit it

It's the only thing keeping me alive, don't you get it

So if you hate me this much then forget it

Forget it forget me

Why won't you accept me

Cause I don't fit this image

My happiness you limit

Fine you won't get me

Fine you don't effect me

You don't think I'm ready

My mind way to deadly

Uh I'm really getting lost in thoughts

So many fake relationships is just what I bought

But I'm fine, gotten used to taking a loss

Barely care bout my needs who cares out my wants

Get off my knees, I don't deserve to be on them

I was good I swear, now I'm slowing falling

Slowly fading, slowly failing, slowly breaking

I was waiting for my time, but I ain't gonna get it

J don't sweat it, your the boss don't stay in this box

You run this lot, they listen when u drop

Why can't they listen to me, they never gon see

Never gon shine

Not seeing the signs

On the decline

No longer in line

Really not fine

Nothing to find

I'm so behind

I'm feeling blind

Come out your shell

It ain't like a cell

Your shit monochrome

My shit pastel

This ain't never sell

It ain't ring a bell

Bitch you'll never excel

Constant fair wells

I should listen to the ones around

They see I'm down, but I'm saying I found me

I look at my days, its slowly counting down

Make me feel like I'm drowning now

Erase the memories of me ever existing

Just look away forget cause I'm shifting

Dreaming on days of me going missing

Walking into pain when I should be sprinting

Away

Should be sprinting away but I wont

Wish I had that confidence uh my fault

Feel like BIGJ wanna go with a goat

Yeah So why don't you just

Forget it forget me

Why won't you accept me

Cause I don't fit this image

My happiness you limit

Fine you won't get me

Fine you don't effect me

You don't think I'm ready

My mind way to deadly uh

Maybe I should just leave

Maybe this shit ain't me

Believe it I'm dying greed

Don't u see no one needs me

Staring down a barrel only way to relieve