Losing My Passion

All of this crying and all of this pain

I thought it was part of my passion

Going to sleep and waking up knowing

I might not make it off rapping

I done worked hard

Doing these lines

Trying to make it with acting

Writing these books

And telling my story

I'm do it with passion

All of this crying and all of this pain

I thought it was part of my passion

Going to sleep and waking up knowing

I might not make it off rapping

I done worked hard

Doing these lines

Trying to make it with acting

Writing these books

And telling my story

I'm do it with passion

All of this crying

And all of this pain

It was part of my past

Eyes clouded with tears

I cover my face

Now I'm wearing a mask

Cant face my fam

Cant face my partners

Cant face none of my fans

Cant face myself

Cant face the mirror

Tears dried from the fan

I hold up my hands

And I ask God

Why haven't I made it

I could've went backwards

Robbing and killing

And gave my life over to Satan

Now that my patience done faded

I feel like I'm trapped in the matrix

Earplugs in my ear

I cant even hear What is you saying

Like its like man yall gone try to act like

I aint hard enough to do this

Like its... I'm just trying to figure out

Why I keep getting skipped

Like like it aint no way

that I aint good enough to do this

Like man they gone stop playing with me

I really do this

I got too much talent man like

All of this crying and all of this pain

I thought it was part of my passion

Going to sleep and waking up knowing

I might not make it off rapping

I done worked hard

Doing these lines

Trying to make it with acting

writing these books

And telling my story

I'm do it with passion

All of this crying and all of this pain

I thought it was part of my passion

Going to sleep and waking up knowing

I might not make it off rapping

I done worked hard

Doing these lines

Trying to make it with acting

writing these books

And telling my story

I'm do it with passion

Writing these books

And telling my story

I'm still connected to my old soul

I know that I'm hot

Like I'm burning in fire

Like I'm part of the ozone

I'm sinking my teeth in what I desire

Sometimes I just want to go home

I know that they hate me

They want to fail

That's why I'm always moving solo

I look at my past as my future

Cause that's what I'm left to believe in

Whipping up coke in the kitchen

Telling partners I'm the new weed man

My mind is gone I'm hating this place

But it's only for a season

Knowing my family love me

Is part of the reason I'm still breathing

Apart of the reason I'm fiending

Mostly why I can't stop

A part of me want to sleep

But I still got to do a lot

Yea!

My people know that I'm pressure

Got my name from the block

Yea!

My opps know they don't measure

They aint even no comp

Yea!

All of this crying and all of this pain

I thought it was part of my passion

Going to sleep and waking up knowing

I might not make it off rapping

I done worked hard

Doing these lines

Trying to make it with acting

Writing these books

And telling my story

I'm do it with passion

All of this crying and all of this pain

I thought it was part of my passion

Going to sleep and waking up knowing

I might not make it off rapping

I done worked hard

Doing these lines

Trying to make it with acting

Writing these books

And telling my story

I'm do it with passion