Drink With My Demons

Tell me I'm the only one you ever loved

Always press my luck when I had enough

On my meds but I ain't got no prescription

Only one that I can trust don't give a fuck

Tell me what am I suppose to do

No shit Sherlock

I'm just looking for a clue

I might have a drink or two and

I might have a puff or two

Do something that I never do

I'll have a drink with my demons

I'll have a talk with my soul

I want to see what they seeing

I want to know what they know

I'll have a drink with my demons

I'll have a talk with my soul

I want to see what they seeing

I want to know what they know

In retrospect I was such a happy kid

Wish I never did the stupid shit I did

Switch from the bad decisions to the opposite

Bad religion got me on a guilty trip

Pouring off the fifth tell me what I missed

If I was on a cliff I would be on the edge

The only reason I'd come back is for revenge

I've made a promise to you and I've made a pledge

And I don't think it'll ever end

I'll have a drink with my demons

I'll have a talk with my soul

I want to see what they seeing

I want to know what they know

I'll have a drink with my demons

I'll have a talk with my soul

I want to see what they seeing

I want to know what they know

Underneath it's been building up heat

When the demons come for me I'll be knee deep in grief

When you've seen what I've seen then you'll know what I mean

Got a hole where there suppose to be whole other thing

Fifty Fifty dreams and nightmares in my bed

Waking up in cold sweats escaping death

For life I got a new respect

The only ones that make it got to be the best

Feel the pressure that's why diamonds on my chest

Drinking smoking and some shit I can't confess

How the hell you think I manage all the stress

Damaged by my past so I never rest

Privilege doesn't mean that you've been blessed

It means somebody killed or willed to give you everything

And don't you accept nothing less

So always be prepared so you don't have to guess

But I don't think that you have guess

I'll have a drink with my demons

I'll have a talk with my soul

I want to see what they seeing

I want to know what they know

I'll have a drink with my demons

I'll have a talk with my soul

I want to see what they seeing

I want to know what they know

But I don't think I'll ever know