This Ain't the First Time (But It's the Worst Time)

I came home loaded again.

Watched the sun come with all my good timin' friends.

We all know how the story ends,

DI-V-O-R-C-E.

Pulled my truck right up in the yard,

Said some things about her momma and she took it kinda hard,

And my get outta jail free card,

Got used up way back in ’03.

She don't think that it's cute anymore,

To see me begging on my knees outside her front door.

I could try to win her back but what for.

She's heard all my excuses before.

This ain't the first time she's thrown me out,

And sent me packin to sleep on the couch.

I know too well what that's all about.

This ain't the first time.

This ain't the first time she's said we're through,

But I'm startin’ to believe it might be true,

And I don't think that I'm sorry is a-gonna do

This ain't the first time but it's the worst time.

If she's right, Lord knows I'm wrong,

Keepin’ her up each night singin the same old song.

Don't know why she's let me live this long.

There must of been some love there but I think that it's gone.

You could say I took it too far,

And when it comes to screwin’ up well I get the gold star,

Cause this time when I got home from the bar,

Found all of my clothes thrown all over the lawn.

She's changed the locks and unplugged the phone.

She's had it up to here and she's making it known.

She's thrown out everything that I own.

I best get used to being alone.

This ain't the first time her foot’s come down,

Smack dab on top of this stupid clown,

Sendin’ shock waves all over town.

This ain't the first time.

This ain't the first time she's walked away,

Leavin’ me on my knees without a word to say,

But if I opened my mouth it would get worse anyway.

This ain't the first time but it's the worst time..

No, This ain't the first time but it's just the worst time.