Sertraline

Circling the drain

I think I’ve found my way out

From this game

Think it’s sad to see

This tragic scene before me

And I don’t want to understand

Drifting through such substance riddled seas

A misanthrope in misery

I'm simply starving for affection

My sentiments insipidly

Given out so superfluously

Held in contempt and enmity

Gestating dread from isolation

And overwhelming dependency

It’s a wonderful feeling

I never want to let go

A wonderful feeling

I never want to let go

Fortune lies in hollowed searching eyes

Deception built on tiny capsuled lies

Now it’s what we do

Cry a river, flood your lungs, don’t breathe

To make your mind escape the truth and sleep

Now back to sleep now

Misguided missiles meant for me

Sought to destroy all clarity

Impair my judgment, feed my need

For wax poetic, woe is me

Fuel this pathetic masquerade

Ravish my ego, make me stay

Self-diagnosis seems to be

What's been debilitating me

It’s a wonderful feeling

I never want to let go

A wonderful feeling

I never want to let go

Hope, forgive, survive

I swear I have been searching

All my life

I began to wake

The world will shake

But in my heart

I’d rather watch it burn

Tell me who you want me to be

(Dysphoria has done me in)

Don’t understand why I can’t just live now

(Sever these ties)

Tell me who you want me to be

(My sub-par life)

Don't understand why I can't just live now