Lying to Myself

I feel like I don't know you anymore

I look in the mirror

You used to be here

And I don't know what I'm crying for

Cause its been a year

Since you disappeared

Lipstick stains on my coffee cup

Twenty first dates couldn't have washed it off

I'm trying, I'm trying, oh oh

You're an act too hard to follow up

Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up

I'm trying, I'm trying

So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself

Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else

So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help

Cause I wanna believe it's true

But I've never been over you

Its obvious your heart don't work that way

In our lowest moments, you kept a straight face

It's nice to know you felt a little pain

But it's too bad you told me a little too late

Lipstick stains on my coffee cup

Twenty first dates couldn't have washed it off

I'm trying, I'm trying, oh oh

You're an act too hard to follow up

Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up

I'm trying, I'm trying

So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself

Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else

So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help

Cause I wanna believe it's true

But I've never been over you

I keep lying to myself, lying to myself

Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else

I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help

Cause I wanna believe it's true

But I've never been over you

So I, lie lie lie lie

I lie lie lie lie like I believe it

Cuz I wanna believe it

Oh

Lie lie lie lie

I lie lie lie lie like I believe it

Cuz I wanna believe it

So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself

Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else

So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help

Cause I wanna believe it's true

But I've never been over you

I keep lying to myself, lying to myself

Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else

I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help

Cause I wanna believe it's true

But I've never been over you