Drowning

Everything looks normal

Like nothing happened

Live the day like

You never hurt me

I said

"Let it be"

"You're not for me"

I want you to stay

But i want you happy

But it's all different

When i am alone

I feel i can't hold on anymore

I locked all my door

Tears fell to the floor

God please help me

I want to be free

You tell your friends

That i look fine

Cause' i laugh harder than you

But there's something you don't know

I'm drowning in tears

When i try

To cover it up

My friend said

That what i did

Totally wrong

I said

I'd rather be wrong than she looks like

Like sinner

Like a liar

How stupid am i

I deserve to (die)

You tell your friends

That i look fine

Cause' i laugh harder than you

But there's something you don't know

I'm drowning in tears

When i try

To cover it up

You tell your friends

That i look fine

Cause' i laugh harder than you

But there's something you don't know

I'm drowning in tears

When i try

To cover it up