Lyrics
I remember when they said I wasn't shit
now people from high school jumping on my ship
old friends fake friends I don't want that shit
sick of people that change just like they hit a switch
Love in my heart but I'm tested often
by bitter people tryna put my spirit in a coffin
my contacts small the names I drop em
not too many people these days that I want calling
anxiety building up because I have my demons
not too many know because they never see them
laying in my bed eyes open heavy breathing
sleeping in waking up only when she say she leaving
This ain't overnight this is steady scheming
self belief lotta work lotta painful dreaming
watching people laugh cause they though this was a joke
funny most of those people can't even stay afloat
I remember when I used to wake up sad
I remember when I used to be down bad
I remember when I used to feel so alone
I remember when I used to feel so cold
I remember when I used to wake up sad
I remember when I used to be down bad
I remember when I used to feel so alone
I remember when I used to feel so cold
Tryna love these women when I couldn't love myself
had people strip me of my worth tearing down my health
lies told to my face I needed a break
but I was foolish I was stupid so you know I stayed
but lost love comes back to you in different ways
through better people showing you that its far from fake
Had to walk through life and see a couple snakes
but my cousin told me to plot my great escape
I remember when I used to wake up sad
I remember when I used to be down bad
I remember when I used to feel so alone
I remember when I used to feel so cold
I remember when I used to wake up sad
I remember when I used to be down bad
I remember when I used to feel so alone
I remember when I used to feel so cold
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